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23 April 2007 @ 10:58 pm
Wow its been  3 months exactly since my last post but Ive been really Busy working 2 jobs(one I just recently quit) and trying to figure out what I want to do in my life and in which direction I want to take it...I have been in limbo and put my education on hold for a year while I decided what kind of career I envision for myself, before taking  the walk down a path I would later regret...

And that included  switching my major from Finance to Criminal Justice/Public Policy...which im ecstatic to explore.....although it means having to start the majority of my pre major courses over and probably delaying my graduation another year, but its all worth it...

always wanted to be a lawyer, I remember sitting in my 5th  grade Art class, and the teacher asked us to draw out our life in 20 years and what our professions would be...mine was a picture of me standing in front of a home with me holding a law degree...So I have decided this is what I want to do with my life..so I can one day become  a  Prosecutor or maybe even a Judge... which would kinda rock...

After the fall semester I have set my sights on these 5 schools for Law Degree

6.Yale Law School

And in that order...it most likely will Be USC but I definitely wont rule out any other decisions.....After 3 years of being in school I was beginning to get a bit bored ...But changing my major has made me all excited about school again!


k...k  Im pushing it but  anything is possible and according to "The Secret" you have to say it to make it happen and dammit im saying it..

Bangin: "A House Is Not A Home"
23 January 2007 @ 05:46 pm
Whoa Today was prob the best day of my life....so far... today while I was  in Beverly Hills shopping at Niketown on Rodeo....(actually returning a $150 pair of Nike's in favor on something less expensive...settled on $85 pair of Nike shoes instead)....as Im leaving NikeTown walking across the street to Subway...(not really wanting to eat there, but do because its convenient and the place I wanted to go to was out of the way)...

A Black Escalade pulls up beside me, and I immediately knew that it was a celebrity..mainly because noone but celebs are chauffered around in those type of Escalades and not too many ppl drive escalades in LA...I dont know why celebs use those bc its so obvious

The first person to pop out of the car, was a black guy...hmmm..noone special(turns out he is a bodyguard), he was sitting in the passenger side, he then opens the back passenger door..out pops A celebrity assistant----one I know very well, because her cousin/client is one of my fav artists...My mouth dropped in disbelief because If thats the PA to the person I think it is, then the person I think it is has to be in the car.. as I anxiously wait for who I think it is to get out of the car, The driver hops out and opens the other back door...out pops a 25-ish white guy with a video camera, (and what seemed like an eternity---the last person to step foot out of the car..was ............

NONE OTHER THAN BEYONCE GISELLE KNOWLES!!!....I dropped my Mutha effin mouth and begin to shake as she fastly brisked into the salon next to me( Damone Roberts: Eyebrow Waxing, Body waxing, & Makeup Salon) 

I couldnt believe it, I was so effin pissed that I didnt have my camera( Dont mention that Bitch ass camera either...lost it back in December @ UCLA, someone found it and left me a # where I could reach them, but long story short..I ended up losing that too)

Anyways I remember I had my sidekick 3, even though the pics come out grainy as hell...AND WHAT HAPPENED..my damn battery was low....wouldnt let me take any pics....So I wait for 15 mins waiting for Bey & her cousin to emerge from the shop while the bodyguard and white guy stand out side...Finallly the black escalade swirves around the corner..out walks Beyonce and her cousin Angie once again Without looking anywhere but destination escalade..as she enters the door I yell:


She responds: "Hi"

Waves and they jet off down Wilshire Blvd...If I had my car I would have followed them... like a stalker and prob be arrested. haha
Bangin: "We Fly High" Remix Jim Jones
Hillary cClinton just anouned bid to join the 2008 Presidnetial whitehouse race....Im excited because she has everything it takes...and America is fed up of the Dubya Tenure which is the reason the dems had a landslide  winning victory in the Senate and HR....This is our chance to have the first woman President ever!!..But will America vote for a woman Prez...esp those racists and biggots mainly from the South?

Also in legendary order..Barrack Obama is also trying to gain the Democratic Ticket...hmmm..It would be great because he would be the first Black Prez...I would love to see either of them win, but my guess is Hillary is gonna get the Democratic Party Nom...and hopefully she'll ask Barrack to join her campaign...maybe?...2008..a year of firsts or defeat?

Or Is America not ready for neither Black or Woman President?

I dont think we are...but we can all dream...but this could be the kind of race where every american pulls out all stops and everyone gets interested in voting...for or against...
Bangin: "-Get It Poppin"Chris Brown f Lil Wayne & Juelz Santana
09 January 2007 @ 01:00 pm
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
Moved by myself.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Out of the 12 New Years Resolutions I made for last year, only 7 were attained....Back again this year--Punctuality, Work Out More, and for the New Year, Im drinking only water, Get a Career--not a job...Career... and grow Closer to GOD

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes My sister....I love my newphew

4.Did anyone close to you die?
Yes. Mrs Rose and Shelia..

5. What countries did you visit?

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
The Pursuit of Happiness and also Money

7. What dates from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
September 4, 2006- The Day my newphew was born

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Beliveing in myself and trusting my instincts

9. What was your biggest failure?
Lack of Preparation..

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Sidekick 3 or Ipod

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Faye-My grandmother.....she helped me so much in 2006, buying plane tickets, bus tickets, cell phones,paying cell phone bills, putting money in my bank account, and paying off my traffic tickets---And Vegas Next month..Love her

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My mommy's

14. What did you spend most of your spare cash on?
Food...Damn 06 was definitely the year for eating out everyday...cutting that out in 07

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Leaving the safety net of  home...

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
"Me & U" Cassie

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
A) happier or Sadder

Probably 10 % happier

B) thinner or  fatter?
Thinner..trying to gain weight back so I can gain muscle

C)richer or poorer?
Hmm richer, but that situation could always be better

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Had more fun..06 was less partying,literally no drinking, time spent trying to advance myself, not remain stagnant..This year Im gonna have more fun but still stay moving forward

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent Christmas with my family  for 2 weeks, just got back Saturday....really want to go back and will in February to hit the malls with my sister ad newphew

21. Which LJ people did you meet this year?

22. Did you fall in love in 2006?

23. How many one-night stands?
Whewww...Im embarrassed to say prob 9

24. What was your favorite TV program?
The First 48 on A&E-- I love that show...Generally A&E, HGTV, and MTV are what in generally watch

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No, Im gonna start the year off on a good note

26. What was the best book you read?
Astrology 2006...felt consummated in trusting my insticts after reading the excerpts

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Actually revisiting old music from the 80's and early 90's...childhood songs

28. What did you want and get?
I wanted more time by myself and I got it

29. What did you want and not get?

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
I didnt see many movies this year, The last 3 I did see were last week, Happy Feet--the best movie, Idlewild--suprisingly good, and Dreamgirls-no comment

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
On my birthday I stayed home and watched TV with 2 friends...memories

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Finding that one person I relate to...

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
I started 06 by saying I wanted to be more punk Skater, lots of black, Skater shoes....and I ended 06 being more relaxed...This year im going classic more blazers, more polos, more khaki, more loafers...

March 06

December 06

34. What kept you sane?

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Rhianna, Cassie ,& Wentworth...yea STFU

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
The whole Spanish skip class day and march around downtown  that my sister and her friends did was a lil random

37. Who did you miss?

38. Who was the best new person you met?
The Friends Brandon, Caro, and Ray

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
Follow your instincts..and never let a much wanted opportunity pass you by

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
 " Ive been waiting, I think im gonna make that move now" Me & U Cassie

Bangin: "Anna Molly" Incubus
07 December 2006 @ 09:48 pm

A couple days ago I got a ticket to the movie premiere of "The Pursuit of Happyness"////  ppl are always giving freee movie passes to see a movie...Ive recieved a few, but never actually went....I had planned on seeing this movie...but changed my mind bc ..the theater line was across the street and around the block...and I wanted to see some celebrities...so I went to the fan brigade instead....where I stood by the loooniest bunch of ppl ive ever met....these ppl have no lives...have 100's of celebs' pics...argue over what car tom Cruise drove to the premiere, calling celebs bitches, snobby hoes, dumb asses, pushing me, almost knocking over the barricade...and screaming in my mutherfuckin ear...WILLL..JADA....TERRENCE.....u get the drift...

Never again


A few of the ppl I took pics of

Terrence Howard..the first to arrive

Garcelle Bouveais- Nilon


Will Round 2

Will Round 3

Will Round 3 like an hour after he first appeared

Jada Pinkett-Smith and will's son Trey

Jada is fine as hell in person..you wouldnt think so...bUT she is


Tatyana Ali,,wouldnt meet the fans.."stuck up Bi-atch" according to the white guy standing next to me


Ludacris...made a quick dash down the red carpet after being late

Cuba Gooding Jr.


A few other celebs attended but the pics werent as good

State of Mind: ecstaticecstatic
Bangin: "Hoilday, Celebrate" Toni B.
09 November 2006 @ 12:55 pm
1. You hung out with?

2. Rode in a car with?

3. Went to the movies with?
Whoa!...hmmm most likely my cousin bc its been a while

4. Went to the mall with?
I usually like going to the mall by myself..its a meditative thing

5. You talked on the phone to?

6. Made you laugh

7. Last person you told and/or they told you they Loved you?
My grandmother

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
Neither...dont find them very attractive or appealing..but to each is own

2. Be serious or be funny?
Im already very serious...sometimes called uptight, stuck up, snobby by others..so I think if I could I would be more funny....

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
Whole, my sisters and I get into an argument over that ish..they want skim, I want whole...

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
both are scary...idk

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?

spending time with my parents is always a blessing

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.

1. Do you like anyone?
Yes, two ppl or even 3 or 4

2. Sun or moon?
Moon...more mysterious

3. Winter or Fall?
winter...I love bundling up ,hot cocoa, or staying in bed all warm and cozy watching a movie

4. left or right?

5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?
2 best friends...I have too many acquaintances as it is....need someone to take me to a deeper level

6. Sunny or rainy?
Sunny...but I like rain too

7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
Chocolate///very good

A B O U T . Y O U.

1. What time is it?
12:53 pm

2. First Name?:

3. Where do you wanna live?
Seattle or London

4. How many kids do you want?
2 definitely but no more than 3

5. Do you want to get married?

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?

7. Have you ever eaten spam?

8. Favorite ice cream?
BLUE BELL...or Diddy Riese

9. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
None...I dont shop, but funny the other day I was at the grocery store admiring the many varieties of cereal...I was mad bc I havent ate it in a while

10. Do you cook?
No, but Im going to whip up some things for Christmas and blow ppl away

11. Current mood?
Anxious to leave the house...but gonna finish this first

I N . T H E . L A S T . 48 H O U R S . H A V E . Y O U.

1. Kissed some one?

2. Sang?

3. been hugged?

4. Felt stupid?

5. missed someone?

6. Danced Crazy?

Yeah at work after I ate Diddy Riese and brownies and Pinkberry...I was sky high

8. Gotten your hair cut?

9. Cried?
No...but wait another 48 hours I will have...Idk but crying and me go hand in hand..I guess theyre tears of frustration

10. Lied:
Yeah..saying im gonna meet David at 4 to workout, but as of 1 pm Its not gonna happen

. S T U F F .

1. What is your favorite color?
Aqua, Navy, Brown, Black

2. Do you have a Dog?

3. When's the last time you've been sledding?
Back in 2000..Im going this year though

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
I slept alone for 21 years...

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
Bangin: None
01 November 2006 @ 11:18 am

Wow..I cant believe its already November,  this year really flew by fastly, its like I dont really even remember any of it....

 Holidays...I love this time of year, family, friends, celebration, gifts, and memories.....This year I cannot wait until the season rolls around bc I will finally get to see friends and family....and I cant wait to buy gifts...I get a high--lol..--literally buying gifts for other ppl and thinking of how they would react to them....

Im so excited..and I just cant hide it, Im about to lose control and I think I like it

a woo hoo

28 October 2006 @ 12:40 pm
There has been a new addition to my family..and this one is much improved and hella better than its predecessor
and $50 cheaper with the same GB

As you may know I lost my last ipod nano at the airport last year....

At the time I lost It, it  eventually ended up looking like this...with only half of the screen showing and the rotator sometimes got stuck mid rotate

Because of this...and thousands of customers complaining of the cheap quality, Apple went back into the lab and produced an Ipod with much better quality and theyve earned my dollar back....

R.I.P "Nano Black" 10-09-2005-12-21-2005

Current Location: UCLA
State of Mind: optimisticoptimistic
Bangin: "When You were Young" The Killers
14 October 2006 @ 09:37 pm
Why does this always happen to me....Everytime I go somewhere a tittie pop out...First at the age of 16 and more frequently in Santa Monica...All I see are titties everywhere...not the standard titties but baby milking titties..

Why do women have to breastfeed in public?.. I mean I know its human nature and all and breast milk may be more beneficial to the children..BUT when youre in public bring that nigga a bottle of milk...do that other ish in private.....
Me of all ppl should want to get a glimpse, but not no droopy lactaiding titties...no way...

Wrap it up!
State of Mind: cynicalcynical
Bangin: "Kitty Kat" Beyonce
12 October 2006 @ 08:25 pm

Me and a few of my cousins at home

Walking on the beach in Malibu

Ocean in Santa Monica

Little cousins unite

State of Mind: lovedloved
Bangin: "Get Me Bodied"Beyonce